Been thinking a lot recently... Sometimes it takes you 5 minutes to reflex on how wrong and unplanned you can be (about certain issues), re-planning would never work talk-less of trying to re-fix things... Sometimes when i remember how wrong i have been in the past, how foolish I had acted or responded to certain issues of great importance, I say to myself now am older what i should do is to never let it happen again...
Sometimes its hard to stay focus on what you actually want out of life, so many things come to tempt you into believing a false reality. Many times it pushes you far into an unreal state of mind. My mind can roam so far, and I can not help the fact that my thoughts never stay too focused on the real world... But then again when I come back and read my thoughts it makes no sense to me... To me it looks like am totally jobless... But to doctors I have a wandering mind...
